Many things had happen since I last updated my blog as usual. School started like 2 weeks ago. Everything changed. Now that I'm in Business Engineering, there are a lot of things to do. Projects coming out one by one in just the first week. Feeling stressed. It's like all of a sudden three to four main projects shooting at us. In addition, small projects are added. The tons of weights on our shoulder are getting heavier and heavier. That's not all. Although I'm still studying engineering modules, business modules are more. Business modules are so much more different from the ones in engineering. There isn't any formula for us to see or spot on that easily. Now I have to read through the notes and really understand what is it talking about. For now, I need to read through for everything that the lecture had taught for every module at the end of the week. I hardly have any more free time to spend with my friends and my love ones. Which include someone.

Yea many things had changed. From the time that when I'm massaging u almost everyday to now, where I'm only massaging u 3 times or less per day. Or maybe, never at all. Knowing that u are just somewhere but yet I can't get to u. Feeling that u are getting further and further away and yet for whatever I did just can't solve this problem. Knowing that u doing something else while I'm like a silly retarded, stupid, dumb shit guy looking at my phone or msn, waiting for your reply and telling myself that u are just too busy or maybe u just simply forget about it. I just looked through YanJuan's blog. I spotted something which is this MV right below. I listened to it. [Silly laughs] Just what. I just feel something dripping from my eyes. Something wet. I'm thinking about her, thinking about the time we spend together. I touched my heart, it was bleeding inside. It hurts.