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posted on Wednesday, July 28, 2010 @ 12:15 AM
ARG!! One word to describe my feelings now.. TIRED! Sometimes I am just very tried. Tried of thinking, tired of studying, tired of dreaming things that wouldn't happen, tired of chasing and tired of trying! Just want to stop and go back to my old self. Want it to stay it there and don't move.. FML! Exhausted from everything I have done. This year really is one BIG WRONG year to me. Did all the wrong moves. Nothing when well >:[
posted on Sunday, July 25, 2010 @ 12:23 AM
  .jpg) .jpg) Just saw this loving movie! [Hear Me [Movie] 听说] LOVE IT! It was about a boy name TianKuo who fall in love with a girl name YangYang. YangYang is a girl that have a mute and deaf sister. Therefore, she always use hand sign to talk to her. But YangYang is not a mute nor deaf. However, TianKuo though she was. (Me too =P) YangYang at the same time also though TianKuo had such problems because he always use hand sign to communicate with her. Both of them had trouble of whether they can accept each other since they thought that the other had problem in communicating. However, this does not stop them! They still love each other. So they are together despite unknowing the truth. The above pictures is 陈意涵 [YangYang] OMG! Found that she is really very very CUTE !~! Hahaha At the end of the movie there is this sentence and I think it is really very true: 爱情跟梦想是很奇妙的事情 不用听 不用说 也不用被翻译 就能感受到它 ♥♥♥ posted on Friday, July 23, 2010 @ 1:14 AM
  Movies packing up my life... I just realize that I am not really studying at all and I think I am more hardworking in secondary sch than in poly! WAA! Got to do something DaRen! Can't just keep on playing and slacking while u are lacking on your CKT! No good! Got to buck up la!! posted on Sunday, July 18, 2010 @ 10:34 PM
 Things changed. Even it maybe little and does not really show the difference, it still has change to me. Yea! Its all over. Problems keep coming and coming non-stop. But just to think about it. If there isn't any problems in this world, people wouldn't improve. I'm glad that my problem has solved. Cause this means that I have encounter beyond my limits from the past. Which also mean that I HAVE ENHANCE! However this is not the end. More will come. And I am prepared. I remembered a sentence that I had heard a lot from someone in the pass thanks to Kitson. Thanks to him, I finally break through. " God's test " Hahah! Ya God's test. May it be God's test or not. Its over, I have passed it :D And my future is waiting for me. GOGOGO! To my dearest friend (you should know who are you :P): Hahahah! Smiles and loves to you always! You have enlighten me a lot. Now I know there is always one who is there for me to lean on :3 Heeeee.. Misses and loves for you. Can't wait till we meet again soon YEA! HAHAH! GREAT BIG THANKS TO YOU!! posted on Wednesday, July 14, 2010 @ 3:11 PM
I just broke my heart myself.. No mood to talk. I want cry. I want my 4C. I want to... DIE.. I live for the sake of living. I just live because my love ones want me too. No goals , Nothing.. Waiting for God to reach His mighty hands and bring me up to heaven together. "SORRY".. Whats the use of saying "sorry" when it already happened. Those who said "sorry" please take it back. You don't owe anything.. So please take it back.
posted on Saturday, July 10, 2010 @ 10:45 PM
爱，就是痛苦。我爱的人总是让我的心碎。她不是超级漂亮或什么，但她很可爱，这就是为什么我爱她。对我来说，她就是一切。我会嫉妒，悲伤，愤怒，高兴和笑都是因为她。我跟她话不多。只有当我并开始一个话题，然后她会跟我谈一会儿。这使我 ：（ 最差的是当我看到她高兴地与其他人交谈在我的面前时。 我的心往下沉！ 我试图忘记她，实际上发生了一个星期左右。 但我不知道为什么突然那种感觉回来了。 我不喜欢这种感觉。 心很疼。 虽然我已表达了我对她的感情已经很明显，但她仍然没有感觉.. 我不知道她是否真的无言以对或者她在装什么也没有发生一样。前几天，我在帮她做一些东西，我不小心钻切我的手。它流血。我很高兴，她问我是否一切正常与否。但是当我叫她帮我吹一下，她拒绝。我的心闯入万件。 ：（ 现在我发现这一切并不是最糟的。 最糟的是，我怕她会找其他有跟我相同名字的男孩。 ARGGGGGGGGGGG〜!!〜上帝请救救我！！ 请告诉我该怎么办！ posted on Wednesday, July 7, 2010 @ 12:45 AM
Okay.. Today was tiring! (another shag day) No energy! I want to sleep!There are so many things I want to do now.. Sleep first! Then study! Next buy clothes! And see SUNRISE! Missed my 4Cs..! Just want to go out and talk with them again! They are the ones that keep me my heart from stopping. ♥♥♥ them so much that I could even dream about them last night :3 Then comes my new hair style... =.= I was happy to have a new hair style. But that was when the person styled my hair! It is the first time in my life to style my hair. And it is not alike from what the person did... For this, everyone start seeing the unglum part instead of the nice part.. I'm sure the feeling is coming back... Really heart pain :( Don't like it at all. Want it to GO A WAY! SHOOOO! Want to see a bright new sky instead of a dark cloudy one. At times I think that it is better to have no heart. Cause without one, I wouldn't feel this. Which also means No... More... Pain.... :( Anyway.... Okay decided to change my blog's skin. Wanted something PLAIN, NICE and NEW. Hope everyone like it too :D posted on Friday, July 2, 2010 @ 10:55 PM
Second week of 2nd semester comes and go like the wind.. Had lots of test =S Three lab test and 2 paper quiz.. CMI for stupid CKT lab test -_- But will continue JiaYou!Next was CP.. Getting fun and more fun! Understand more about the game. Partially know how to play already :) LOVE IT MAN! Yesterday went out with Celesta and Kanny the whole day! At last went to ecp! We were talking heart to heart with each other.. From hows sch, hows life, Jasmine, ghost stories, old jokes about each other, now what happen TOO... got any secret loves now or not. Then went to Celesta's house to play, drink and laugh! (: Reach home at about 10am.. But I can't sleep cause I ate till full full for breakfast. Then go sch at about 2 to find Nurul and Kayleng for CKT's ptp. Thanks the mentors even I already know almost everything. Hahaha. After ptp, we went to watch Toys Story 3. Great, cute touching movie. Me and Kayleng kept "AWWW" when the cute and touching part comes. LOL. Recommend everyone to watch it! However, I lose my umbrella.. Forgot to take it when we brought finish our "PORKCON" Laughs. SIANZ! =( I think the feeling is coming back.. Please GO GO a way! I don't want it to come back.. My heart don't feel good.. But things are slightly better. It wasn't that bad as last time. :D Okay plus I'm sick.. Double worst =___= Okay tmr gonna go for cp training! Need to sleep le la BYEEES! |
