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posted on Tuesday, June 29, 2010 @ 12:42 AM
 Hahahaha! Stayed up just to do this. Got this idea when I was back in sch library studying. Think of how many times have I changed my face! Hahahas. Apparently 5 TIMES! LOL... Its not that I show off my unglam photos in the past.. But I found it interesting. Having changed so many times, it also means that I have change! Change to become a better person, change to enchance my lifestyle! Love everything that God gave me. My LIFE, 4C, FRIENDS, T05 & my LOVE ONES <3 But this does not ends here. I still changing =D Changing to become a even better person for everyone that I know! :3 posted on Thursday, June 24, 2010 @ 12:33 AM
 Wahahahahaha! Got back my results! B for DFun, B for EM1 and A for CKT. Although many may think that thats good.. But I not that happy. I COULD DO BETTER! Should get B A A! Cause of careless mistake for my EM1, I am 2 marks a way from 80! [A]... ): Never mind, I know I can do it! Jialing got 79 for EM1 which is ONE MORE mark than ME!! ARRRRRH! But happy for her la. From one that barely pass EM1 to 79.. humm VERY GOOD ^^ (I know u can do it! GO GAL!! Don't worry about the dfun. I teach u :D) Next more WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Cause I at last did my paddle row SUCCESSFULLY! WOOOOOOHOOOO! Although there are more cuts on my body then ever, I don't mind. Because I LOVE CP!! Okay last thing! Alison and I are going to plan another outing soon during the YOG holiday for 4C!! MUWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Love 4C. Miss them Sooooooooooo much now. Can't wait to tell them :DDDDD posted on Sunday, June 20, 2010 @ 10:46 PM
Tmr gonna start sch already.. Sad =( Hadn't have enough fun for this holiday. I want to go out more, play more with my friends! And sleep more TOO! Hadn't been sleeping long enough. Almost only 2-7 hours everyday -_- Don't feel like going to sch... Firstly, cause of "FUN". Secondly, cause of "FRIENDS. Thirdly, cause of "SLEEP". Lastly, cause of myself.. I once said that DaRen is reborn. Therefore, a reborn-ed person don't really want to go back and feel that type of feeling again. I don't want to feel it cause I don't know what to do... HIAZzz... WHAT TO DO!!!!! ARGGGGGGH!!! X_X
posted on Friday, June 18, 2010 @ 10:01 PM
                                WOOOOOT! LOVE MY 4C MORE THEN EVER! ♥ THEM! LOVE THEM! ♥ THEM! The planning from me and alison was a great success! Went sentosa for our outing. Nothing but fun & more fun! Played water gun, dog bone, passing of ball in water and much more!! Saw old old long friends that I miss like HELL! Next was our dinner! SEOUL GARDEN! Hahaha. More friends came! More fun! More laughter! More talks! More smiles =D To me 4C is always the best. They really make my day and always rock my life TTVVM! Without them I think I wouldn't be that cheerful as ever. They are 95% everything to me, seriously. LOVES & MUWACKS TO 4C! Then the day ends... Sad :( Misses them once we separated ): Love them so much that I don't even want to leave them :'( Plus, my holidays ends next week.. And 4C is making me feel like not wanting to go to sch. However, looking forward to the next outing :D More pictures from Fb. ♥♥♥ You all FOREVER!! posted on Monday, June 14, 2010 @ 10:57 PM
  After what I felt today, I have decided! I'm really really very tired. Tired of this feeling. I don't want my heart to feel this way anymore. It HRUTS :( Therefore, no more! I'm going to smile always no matter what! Starting from tomorrow, I will face everything in a bright side. No More Emo-ing, No More Sobbing. No more! No more! No more! I shall smile and take things happily. Tomorrow is the day where DaRen is going to start all over again! Tomorrow is the day where DaRen is REBORN!! =D posted on Sunday, June 13, 2010 @ 12:06 AM
This 2 songs means a lot to me. The first about me wanting to tell her how much I love her, but I don't have the guts. How much I wanted to see her, how much I miss her and how much I want her to be by my sight. Love is hurtful... My heart hurts... It hurts whenever I think about her... I want to stop! I'm tired! Very tired! But I can't just give her up. I LOVE HER. I got angry because of her. I got sad, emo, happy, worried, jealous all because of her! I got to go on. I got to go on for her. posted on Friday, June 11, 2010 @ 12:03 AM
      Had a long day today! Woke up at 9am and go straight to airport to settle something. Finally, everything I did for today goes 99% properly. Seeing her smile is already good enough for me. Happy Birthday to Ng Kayleng & Brian Suki~! Hope you 2 have lots of fun and wonderful memories. (:      Next was time for me to be shag! Worried about something bad would happen to me. Hopefully nothing changes. Even if it does, PLS PLS PLS be good! Being a total shaggy freak, I went to K box again -__- But this time with Rave, Kit, Ken, Roy and ShengYang. And I drank! Don't know why this time no matter how much I sing, the worries come back. I don't know what to do. Million of thoughts running in my mind now. I'M TIRED. VERY TIRED. GOD HELP ME! ): posted on Saturday, June 5, 2010 @ 10:54 PM
             At the 2nd of june, I was emo-ing AGAIN. Emo-ing about the past and about now. I'm am so confuse. So confuse that I almost wanted to cry. But lucky, my friends are there for me. Great, Awesome friends they are! actually planning to go eat durian at ECP while talking about our life, hearing the sound of the waves and looking at the bright stars in the sky. However, we ended up going to K-box. Had tons of fun and laughter that day. We sang our hearts out together with our emotions. That time, I felt FREE! Nothing to think about. No worries, no problems. NOTHING! Thanks to them, I smiled! (To Kitson, Kendrick and Qixiang : Thanks a thousand times in the bottom of my heart :3) |
