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7th Feb is an important day for DaRen. 7th Feb was the day where DaRen came out into this wonderful world from a rock. He is always cheerful and always want to make everyone smile. Especially his loved ones. Interested in everything that makes him feels like going for it. And will never regret in what he had done in the future nor in the past! :)


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Thoughts In My Mind
posted on Tuesday, September 28, 2010 @ 9:58 PM













Whao! One week has finally past. Which also means that F1 is over! Which also means I am getting big bucks soon ^^ Hahaha. Worked for 6 days. Most likely should get around 600+ :D But It's tough. Tough as in tired. Cause we need to wake up super early and work till super late. around 17 hours of work and only 3 hours of sleep for 6 continuous days XD Crazy! But its all over. Make lots of friends there. They are super friendly. We work together, laugh together, sing together, watch the cars together, sit and sleep together and steal the foods together :D Plus stupid Bue Bu keep on talking about my mushroom head! Plus she eat so much! Hahah! Laughs! LOL. Memories man! Miss them now. Can't believe that in just a week, we can be like friends for life. Never ever forget them. Never forget those experience they gave me. Never forget F1! Oh ya there is one more thing. I SERIOUSLY MISS THE BUFFET FOODS! Omg! Haagen Dazz ice-creams, high class black beef, enormous fish, chicken porridge and lots more, suddenly just disappear from my life :'( Heeee..





Ok besides working for the past one week, there are somethings happening too. Firstly, mooncake festival! Went out with kit and gang. Was late due to work. But still manage to play lantern and candles with them. The moon was so round and bright. Shining above us, I look at it, thinking of someone. Actually wanted to ask that someone out to see the moon together. But Haiz, work is more important I guess. So NVM :) Next went to 85 for supper. Ate a little though :( However still manage to make my stomach full full :) All in all, great day that time. Although somethings did not go as I wanted, I still smiled right.

Now comes my results.. Totally disappointed with my CKT.. Got a C+ for that. Aiming for a B at least. :( DAMN! FML! Got A for both EM1 and DFund1 :) However, still disappointed. Cause I only got a 3.39 GPA.. >:[ Well this GPA is bad enough for me. I wanted a 3.7 .. Well, never mind. I guess I have to work harder for the next sem. Because of my GPA not reaching the minimum poin for entering AEL, I can't take the interview. =.=" But to think about it, should I be sad or happy? Haiz..

Alright, as for now I don't know why am I so into guns movies. (Policeman type) Hahah. Watched 2 of such movies today. XD In addition, I need to go gym! One week work and no gym can really kill my body, Although, I have been carrying heavy stuffs for the past week, I believe gym is more effective. Some one PLS CALL ME FOR GYM! -_____-!


YanJuan's exam gonna end at 7 oct! So happy to hear that :) Can ask her out already :D Heeee!

posted on Wednesday, September 22, 2010 @ 12:10 AM
OMG! First day of F1 work. It is like going for gym. But instead of 2 hours, It is the whole day! Carrying things from Hyatt to Marina Bay Street Track. Goshed! From table cloth to utensils and to oblong tables.. After all those carrying, I'm sent to HSBC for service crew. My supervisor is Mary Koh. A very nice lady who is just nice to everyone. Did the set up of most of the things in the room today. Time pasted really quickly as I cleaned all the utensils which is a good thing. I guess. After that Mary told us about the basic things that we need to know. The main thing that I'm scared is to remember all the wine thingy. I don't even have an idea of anything about wines and beers and champagnes =.=" Die.. While this is the first day of F1 for me. Happy that I earned almost 70-80 bucks today ^^ Money is coming to me :) Hahaha! But still tiring XD Tmr need to get everything ready by 11am at Hyatt again. But going to eat free lunch in the hotel. So got to be there by 10am.. Lol 10am lunch.. CRAZY right! Haiz... So need to wake up at 8am.. Shag.. Okay Okay time to go and say hello to my bed :) BYES!

Oh YA! Btw the view at the track is freaking COOL! I like TTVM! :D Can't wait till Friday where the practice of F1 is starting ^^ Hah!

posted on Sunday, September 19, 2010 @ 10:32 PM
MUWAHAHAHAHA! Cut my freaking hair just now. All the way to tamp's stomp again. Let Louis cut again too.

Joke this is what happen.. ...

Louis: How u want to cut? Want new hairstyle?

Me: What hairstyle u think can suite me? U help me see. (laughing)

Louis: I help u cut the side off and then bangs.

Me: HUH!? (imagining how I will look like if I have that kind off hairstyle)

Louis: U know what I'm talking right.

Me: Ya I know. (thinking it would be nice to have such hairstyle)

Me: But don't cut till so short (as in a AhBang way) cause I working tmr. Scared later they don't accept.

Louis: What u working as?

Me: F1 wedding banquet like that

Louis: Oh.... Okay can

Then while he is cutting, I was shock! FREAKING SHOCK. I keep on laughing. And he ask me why I laugh non-stop. But I never say anything. Till the end I look like GAL! "F" GAL! LMAO!

Louis: See look at your bangs! COOL RIGHT!

Me: (LAUGHING LIKE HELL!)

Louis: So cute!

Me: (Laugh till my stomach pain already)

After he took some wax and help me style. He was playing with my hair! JOKE! Got like ultraman type of styling =.=!? But in the end he style nice nice for me and then I'm off to go.
When I reached home, my mum say I look like siao gao and say it's ugly -______-!! Then after I bathed she said I look like Ah Wang! =________________=!!!! But she added on with a " Actually look ok. Not bad " JOKE TTM! I wonder how am I going to go through the training tmr for F1.. LOLz~ [Want to see me with my new hairstyle? Hahaha come find me then :P]

Oh ya! Mummy at last brought mooncake! But only one box. And it's not green tea flavour :( So I decided to buy one more box myself after I cut my hair :) :)

Anyway something happen. Something appeared in my email. It make my think a lot. It is a difficult decision for me to make. Plus the timing is to rush. I hate such thing to happen. I wanted both. But yet I only could choose one. This sucks! But I had come to my decision. I hope I made the right choice. I hope nothing would change even if I had made that decision. God, I plead u, please help me :'(

posted on Wednesday, September 15, 2010 @ 9:01 PM

Its being 5 days since I got angry. And what happen after 5 days? I .. ... regretted. I have done something wrong. Something that the person don't like. But instead of apologising, I get furious. This is the worst thing that I had done that night. Now, I'm regretting. I felt that I'm still the stupidest person in the world. But now it is because I did something bad. Something that I regret doing. Something that I don't even think I could forgive myself. I'm a jerk. Yea I'm the worst jerk ever. Now I'm sneaking for the person's forgiveness. Although the person say that I'm forgiven. But somehow, I feel that I'm not. Maybe it is just me. I feel that I'm being ignored. :'(

If u are watching this ... I'm Sorry..

posted on Saturday, September 11, 2010 @ 2:04 AM

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posted on Thursday, September 9, 2010 @ 2:10 AM
Smile Again MV - I Love Asia Project [eng sub]
This is nice! Love this ♥ :)


posted on Wednesday, September 8, 2010 @ 10:33 PM
Wa yes! Its over! Totally over! Have been studying like mad since last week. Almost every night sleep around 4am.. Latest is 5am! Gosh! It is tiring. Overall, I think I will only do well for my Emath 1 and Dfund 1. As for CKT.. Pass is a confirm. But I'm aiming for B. So wish me good luck ok :) Although its over, but to think about it, I had fun studying with the farm animals and teaching the dumb dumb rabbit. But now, is like all over. Holidays are here, and we will be not meeting up as often as in school hours anymore. I will be missing them. A LOT & A LOT & A LOT!

Okay. For now, firstly is sleep. (a must after mugging like hell) Then will party with friends. Then will plan for 05 first chalet. Alright cya then. Too tired to continue. Plus I have nothing more that I could think of right now to blog about. XP