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posted on Wednesday, December 29, 2010 @ 12:16 AM
Christmas is over. Had a bad Christmas this year. Totally fail. Haiz. Don't want to talk about it anymore. But still I had a wonderful countdown on Christmas eve with Baoying Jie and others :D Love them ttm! On Christmas eve, I went to meet Baoying Jie and Ziping at Enous mrt in the early afternoon. First thing, when I saw Baoying I smiled like there was no tomorrow! Hahaha Baoying Jie was my DA JIE JIE! We were "twins"! Expect born on different year. And when she saw me, she shouted the name she always called me since I cut bangs before, "Bangs Didid" Hahaha then she huged me :D So glad yo see her. It is like near 4 months since we last sww each other. Loved her lots lots :) Then we went town and meet the rest of the clique. In town we walk till we drop! Walk and walk and shop and shop! Our feet was like 10kg heavier. HAHAHA. had a light dinner in town too. Saw the lighting. So beautiful! I like this type of feeling when u are with your love ones and the place aronud u just enhance the atmosphere. !GREAT! After town, went to Baoying's house and countdown for Christmas! Had sooo much fun with them. On 12am straight, we spray the white foam, sing song, shout "MERRY CHRISTMAS" over and over again, hug each other and jump around. Like CRAZY PEOPLES :D After that, we had a lot of things to eat! From turkey to logcake to chocolate fondue to chicken wings and lots more! I ate a lot cause dinner was light. :P Decided to stay over Baoying's house cause it was around 3am already. Did a lot of stupid things. Drank a bit. Initially wanted to drink a lot. But need to run in the morning at brs. So didn't drink that much. By now I really miss them. They are like my second family to me. Especially Baoying! I LOVED and MISS her SO MUCH! :'(   Alright next was Jayne's BBQ birthday party. Had fun fun and more fun is how I describe. Hahaha and I found my long lost primary sch friend Zakiyah! Hahaha no wonder I felt I had met her somewhere before when I saw her before term test :D I love the foods! The mushrooms and MARSHMALLOWS! MARSHMALLOWS FTW! HAHAHAHA (Y) Then comes the games. See people play and be crazy was fun. I myself, laughed crazily :P Took lots of pics But shall show some only.        [JAYNE & ME]  [ZAKIYAH & ME]  [MADELINE & ME]  Thirdly was this! LMAO! This FULL OF SHIT GIRL name JOSEPHINE KHOO made me LMAO every time we start to debate with each other in msn! HAHAHAHAHAHA. Somehow debating with her seems hell lot of fun! [The joke that gave me the idea of calling her "FULL OF SHIT GIRL" (Y)]  Lastly, I really miss someone right now :( I don't have this feeling for her before. It is like suddenly the feeling popped out from nowhere. She is the one that I think I missed most among the other girls that I missed before. In fact we are still talking to each other like friends. And I know she had a crush on somebody. We are so near yet so far. My heart really felt the pinch when such things happen :'( [My heart is in pain and it can't be healed :'(] 
posted on Friday, December 24, 2010 @ 1:31 AM
 So fast and it's Christmas Eve already. Which means tomorrow is Christmas Day. I don't know whether I should be happy or sad. Suddenly I remembered of someone that I once love. Why now. I don't know. Maybe its because your the one that I always wish for during this 2 festive season. Maybe its because your the one that let me feel like I'm the happiest guy on earth. 4 years of that... and now its gone. And I wonder what u're thinking and doing. I don't know what I'll do. Cause it's not Christmas without u. SIGNS~~ :( posted on Monday, December 20, 2010 @ 10:11 PM
WAKAWAKABOMB! Its been 2 weeks. Time really past by very quickly. Term test have just finished last week. Think I did badly. Edevice was the only subject I felt great after doing. Emaths2 was disappointing. Can't get A. Fighting for B+. As for Dfund2 ... .. Can die... So many careless mistakes.. Hopefully I could pass. :( Now its the holidays. Only 2 weeks and then I'm back to sch studying again. Haiz!~ Plus this holiday isn't really for us to chill and relax. There are still projects and assignments to do.. WTHeck! Sian TTVM. Need to go back to sch and do those projects. Its December for God sake! Its the month where everyone should go overseas and have fun. But I'm stuck in Singapore doing sch's assignments! =.=" Sad life I had. In addition, It's Christmas season. How can I just let my 2010 Christmas day be a day of worrying about my projects.. WAAAA~! FML! Well~ I did went overseas. Malaysia =.=" But it was fun, at least. Went with Celes and others. Jeff is our "tour guide". He used his Dad's car and bring us to everywhere. From shopping malls to farm side. Didn't brought anything much though. Mostly is EAT :D Sadly Didn't take interesting pics :( But seriously, I HAD FUN. The most memorable part is when Celes is sleeping with me during the first night in Desaru Beach Resort. She kept pestering me to sing song for her and to entertain her while because she cannot sleep.. Thanks to her I slept 3am and I woke up like 9.30am Then the next morning, she force me to wake up with her just to go out to the beach and walk.. =.=" I wonder how she manage to have that much energy.. Okay so the 2 days in Malaysia maybe counted as overseas trip. But I don't really reguard it as "overseas" lar~~ Overseas to me is like having a plane flight. Somewhere far far away. Somewhere more interesting. Don't know why I feel like flying this days compared to the time when I Was about to go to Korea. Haiz.. Guess the timing really matters. December is month where I should be outside of the world :( ARRRRG! Sian la. These are some boliao pics that I took and I find it interesting :P    & These are some photos that I love berry very much :D    
posted on Wednesday, December 1, 2010 @ 12:44 AM
It's the first of dec. A year since my grandma passed away. I witness her death. It's the most heart breaking feeling. She, on the bed having so much pain. And all I could do was to just stand beside her and do nothing. Do u know how useless do I feel? She was my best beloved Ahma. And one year ago on this very day, she just walked out of my life, permanently.I remembered when I was young. Ahma kept protecting me when I did something wrong that deserve a hit from my mum. She's the one that would hug me tightly even when I'm in the wrong. She's the one that would give me whatever I want. She's the one that would try her very best to make me happy when I'm not. She's the one that would give me toys, even those that I don't really like, just to make my feel excited on having a new toy. She's the one that would cook for my good food whenever I visit her house. She's the only one that could cook my favourite pig trotter soup that superbly. SHE IS MY AH MA! :'( I missed her so much. So much that I would some times think of her at night with no reasons and cry to sleep. I regretted not loving her more. I regretted not holding her hands while walking. I regretted not saying "I love u". To those who had read this post. I just want to tell u all that don't take your love ones for granted. Show them your love towards them while they still can return u their love. Don't be like me who took so many things for granted and in the end, regret. All I hope now was, GOD!, PLS BLESS AHMA FOR ME. :'( 
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