Holidays started. Found a work that I like. Photography is it. Able to take pics of small cute kids :) As I said again, holidays have started. Therefore, I will tend to sleep later than before. But I have no idea why am I sleeping like 5am to 6am almost everyday. It's tiring. Very tiring. I hate this. My body clock have been scewing up my life. Woke up at 3pm to 5pm which is like more that half a day gone. I don't know how to fix it, really... Sigh~~ Tmr is 17, the day where our results will be given out for the whole of 1.2. How I feel? Well, I don't know how to explain. It's like I want to know. But somehow I think I already knew which make me really feel like not wanting to know. "Don't care", ya maybe thats how I feel now.



Within this feel days, I think a lot. Really think a lot and a lot and a lot of problems. But still I can't figure it out. Somethings are just too irritating, too confusing, too "F" up to think of. I really just want to leave it aside and walk away like I never even knew such thing before. I don't know what I want. Even if I really do, I don't know what to do. Why is there such thing as "feeling"? Why must God create it in us? Maybe without it, I won't have to suffer. Maybe without it, I won't even have create the situation which in the end cause a problem to me. Time passed, people changed, we changed, u changed and I changed. This is the scary part. It's unpreventable. Once second u may feel this way, the next u will feel that way. Double sighs..







Watched "Dream high" during this days too. A great show. Love their songs and their vocal voices. But one think that I felt after watching it is that I'm sad for Hye Mi and Jin Gook broke up in the end. I really hope they two will be together. Triple sighs..




However, there is one this which is (Y) which is Suzy[수지] is PRETTY and CUTE max! max! max!